Monday, November 03, 2008

Christian

Today I sit and wonder something - "Am I a Christian?" I have had to hear many things through the last year of my life that make me wonder if I could be a Christian. I consider myself a Christ follower, a follower of the way of Jesus, but maybe not Christian. I have been told, not directly but very indirectly, these things: That if you are Christian you have to be a republican. If you are a Christian you have to do certian things to be able to serve in a church. If you are a Christian there are certain things that you have to dislike, hate almost. If you are Christian you have to believe that God is on someone's side, that God actually takes sides in people's lives. If you are Chrisitian you will pray for our country and pray that "righteousness will prevail." If you are Christian you are concerned about only a few issues - abortion, homosexuality, prayer in schools, and moral decline. If you are Christian you must believe that we have to tell people how to live and define righteousness for them. If you are a Christian you would never think of being a part of words like liberal, democrat, or even moderate. If you are a Christian it means a very narrowly defined set of standards and beliefs that you must hold to and not deviate from. If you are Christian you worry much about the state of people's souls for eternity and worry little about how they may be living right now. If you are Christian you must be evangelical and there are certain hills that you must protect and die on if necessary.

I sit and I think to myself, "if this is really true I guess I must not be a Christian." You see I believe that we are all children of God, whether we recognize it or not. I believe that God loves us all and that grace does really mean that "there is nothing I can do to make God love me more and there is nothing I can do to make God love me less." God loves as much as God can. I believe that Christ came to show us how this grace should change our lives individually - the way we think about ourselves and our relationship to a God that loves us and serves us. I believe that this grace, applied to our lives, changes how we love those around us and treat them. I believe that Jesus did not become a part of the politcal process for a reason. I believe that Jesus never joined a "cause" but came and demonstrated that change comes to all by service to each other. I believe that we all have "sin" to remind us that we are not in control of life, but something greater than ourselves is and we work together to support each other through all the struggles we have in life. I believe that my job is not to judge, lest I be judged, but to look into my own life and make sure I am careful about what I am vomiting up from my heart. I believe that Jesus just cared about people and this changed them. I believe Jesus came to show us how to live like God and not how to live for God. God does not need anyone living for him, being his cheerleader. God does need people who live like him and love despite whomever is directly in front of you. I believe Jesus specifically had compassion for people meaning he understood what the world looked like as if he was looking through their eyes. He knew this and it deeply moved him to action. It moved him so much to action that he gave his life away to the ultimate painful death to bring people back to God, to teach people how to treat each other. This to me is Christian. The way of Jesus is very simple. The way means that I have the faith of a child and just trust that God has got this, freeing myself to love and demonstrate my compassion. These are the verses that move me in my spirituality:

Matthew 25:36-38
"Then the King will say to those on his right, 'Enter, you who are blessed by my Father! Take what's coming to you in this kingdom. It's been ready for you since the world's foundation. And here's why: I was hungry and you fed me, I was thirsty and you gave me a drink, I was homeless and you gave me a room, I was shivering and you gave me clothes, I was sick and you stopped to visit, I was in prison and you came to me.'
"Then those 'sheep' are going to say, 'Master, what are you talking about? When did we ever see you hungry and feed you, thirsty and give you a drink? And when did we ever see you sick or in prison and come to you?' Then the King will say, 'I'm telling the solemn truth: Whenever you did one of these things to someone overlooked or ignored, that was me—you did it to me.'
Matthew 19:13-15
One day children were brought to Jesus in the hope that he would lay hands on them and pray over them. The disciples shooed them off. But Jesus intervened: "Let the children alone, don't prevent them from coming to me. God's kingdom is made up of people like these." After laying hands on them, he left.
Matthew 22:38-40
Jesus said, "'Love the Lord your God with all your passion and prayer and intelligence.' This is the most important, the first on any list. But there is a second to set alongside it: 'Love others as well as you love yourself.' These two commands are pegs; everything in God's Law and the Prophets hangs from them."
Matthew 5:43-45
"You're familiar with the old written law, 'Love your friend,' and its unwritten companion, 'Hate your enemy.' I'm challenging that. I'm telling you to love your enemies. Let them bring out the best in you, not the worst. When someone gives you a hard time, respond with the energies of prayer, for then you are working out of your true selves, your God-created selves. This is what God does. He gives his best—the sun to warm and the rain to nourish—to everyone, regardless: the good and bad, the nice and nasty. If all you do is love the lovable, do you expect a bonus? Anybody can do that. If you simply say hello to those who greet you, do you expect a medal? Any run-of-the-mill sinner does that.
Philippians 2
If you've gotten anything at all out of following Christ, if his love has made any difference in your life, if being in a community of the Spirit means anything to you, if you have a heart, if you care— then do me a favor: Agree with each other, love each other, be deep-spirited friends. Don't push your way to the front; don't sweet-talk your way to the top. Put yourself aside, and help others get ahead. Don't be obsessed with getting your own advantage. Forget yourselves long enough to lend a helping hand.
Think of yourselves the way Christ Jesus thought of himself. He had equal status with God but didn't think so much of himself that he had to cling to the advantages of that status no matter what. Not at all. When the time came, he set aside the privileges of deity and took on the status of a slave, became human! Having become human, he stayed human. It was an incredibly humbling process. He didn't claim special privileges. Instead, he lived a selfless, obedient life and then died a selfless, obedient death—and the worst kind of death at that—a crucifixion.
Because of that obedience, God lifted him high and honored him far beyond anyone or anything, ever, so that all created beings in heaven and on earth—even those long ago dead and buried—will bow in worship before this Jesus Christ, and call out in praise that he is the Master of all, to the glorious honor of God the Father.
Christian? I guess it is according to how you define it.
Namaste'

1 comment:

Christina Cooper said...

You forgot to include the verse "Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and he will give you everything that you need." Luke 12:31
Never does it say depending on who you vote for, How much you tithed, or anyhting else. I think that it is important for people who follow Christ to understand God loves us regardless. Each person has their views and opinions, or their own personal soap boxes. God still loves us regardless. I am a Christian!

Christina Cooper
If I Only Had One Wish
www.aframeofmindart.com