Oh So Thankful

Tonight I watch "Mega Tsunami" on TLC. I watched as people told their stories of that day and watched the videos of people in terror. I watched a father find his 15 year old daughter in a picture on a wall of dead bodies for people to identify and witness this moment of devastation. I watched as a couple was interviewed about losing their 5 year old daughter that day. They explained what it was like not being able to hold onto her in the powerful water and identifying her body and having to be asked three times if this was their daughter. I watched as they grieved and could not even console each other during the interview about that day.

I went upstairs and sat on my son's bed and just held him. I stroked his face and kissed his cheek and whispered in his ear how much I loved him. I cried tears of joy to just be able to do that right here right now. I got to hear him laugh tonight. I got to hear him say "I wished that my elf, santa, and God would love me" when he pulled the wishbone from a chicken at dinner with his mother. It is Christmas. I know that I have been concerned about "what am I going to get everyone, how am I going to get it," and many other things that really do not matter when you see how others have faced loss. So I wanted to write to remind myself, and hopefully others, that there is so much to be thankful for each and everyday. Some may not have jobs, unable to buy presents, unable to offer what we may think would be a "good Christmas." I am going to choose to be thankful for all that I have, especially my family. To be with them on each day, to be in their presence, to watch them learn and grow and change, to have the honor and privilege to be a part of love with them - this is what I will focus on. I will just be oh so thankful that on Christmas day, and everyday, I get to see them and be with them. Cherish each of these moments. I know it is said everywhere you go, but truly anything other than this is a waste.

Namaste'

All God's

Sometimes we act like it is all up to us. You know - we have to make things happen, make sure that people get "saved," make sure that life happens in the way that we think it should, make sure we are doing all the right things to make sure God is pleased - on and on we go thinking that we are the ones in control of our world. This is the reality:

Now God has us where he wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all his idea, and all his work. All we do is trust him enough to let him do it. It's God's gift from start to finish! We don't play the major role. If we did, we'd probably go around bragging that we'd done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing.

Ephesians 2:7-10

Everything is all God's idea. We think that we have impact on God's ideas. We do not play a major role with God and God's ideas. Life is God's gift from start to finish and God will take us to where God will. We must just "trust God enough to let him to it." This is our "job." This is our one and only job - get out of the way and trust, allow God to be God.

Our one and only job is to connect with God. To think like God thinks and to allow God to work in life as is planned. The work "we had better be doing" is allowing God to work as God wants, to believe and trust God has our best interest at hand, and connect with God through spirit each moment of our lives. We connect with God in our thoughts, our actions, our beliefs. Are we loving and kind to others? Do we believe that God needs us and we need God? Do we understand that we are divine children of God and we will have what we need and desire in the most perfect way with grace? We do not do anything, we are all being done. God is working. We need to allow.

Namaste'